I swear to sweet, dear Jesus, who
sits patiently at the right hand of the Almighty Father, that
this job was meant to be a life-test -- a holy diagnostic to
try my patience and tempt me towards the devil himself ("the
tattered clothing, and the heat,my God, the heat").
The issue: music.
Early on, they let the 19-year old receptionist
choose the tunes, so we heard Brown Eye Blind and Blink 182 in
excruciating abundance. I suffered.
Then, the older Bossmen took over. An AC/DC
disc went a-spinning for weeks on end. Angus Young invades my
dreams to the present day.
Recently, however, in the Terrible Third
Epoch of Misery, they let the "tech" guys run the music.
These code-writing motherfuckers are honestly killing me -- more
than 100 times 100 packs of Pall Malls. Now, I hear the same
mix of Depeche Mode, Erasure, and Smiths "classics"
from the 1980s every day and I regard each rotation as another
hammerstroke towards my crucifixion.
The nerds added a sinister wrinkle today,
running, ad nauseum, a reel of movie theme song classics at maximum
volume. The first playing of the triumphant scores of Star Wars,
Raiders of the Lost Ark, and Crimson Tide was a welcome respite
from the mind-numbing whining of Morrissey. But by spin number
four, I was tasting bile -- I felt like a leather-clad treasure
hunter on the God-forsaken planet of Tatooine. "Periscope
depth, Chewey!!"
There is so little mercy in this world
-- and all of it comes from Jesus. The lessons I learn from this
experience can only serve me well as I enter the Holy Firmament
and play spirited rounds of Chutes & Ladders with St. Paul
and all the angels of Heaven.
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